The Lover After Me

Here I go again I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today

It's been seven months and counting

You've moved on

I still feel exactly the same

It's just that everywhere I go all the buildings know your name

Like photographs and memories of love

Steel and granite reminders

The city calls your name and I can't move on

Ever since you've been gone

The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name

To your love

To your lover now

To your love The lover after me

Am I all alone in the universe?

There's no love on these streets

I have given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway

So this is my new freedom

It's funny I don't remember being chained

But nothing seems to make sense anymore

Without you I'm always twenty minutes late

And as time goes by so slowly

The nights are cold and lonely

I shouldn't be holding on

But I'm still holding on for you

A new life

she called me to tell me she was pregnant..

and i was actually over the moon..

we talked all in excitment

then i felt a tear rolling down my eye..

was it happiness what i felt for her

or was it the oppposite of

knowing what i could never have..

however, it hurt so very deep,

yet it's one truth i can never run away..

White Flag

And when we meet As I'm sure we will
All that was then Will be there still

I'll let it pass And hold my tongue

And you will think That I've moved on

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder

Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship

And I won't put my hands up and surrender

There will be no white flag above my door

I'm in love and always will be

NOT ENOUGH

i know this can't work out.. i know some where down the line i will give this all up.. i just don't wanna torture my self any further so i give in to fate as i no longer wanna fight it..

he call me his friend, but treats me as his lover.. take me to very ends of the world but reminds me that i'm just on my own at the end..

i wanna tell him no babes don't go.. but for the first time, after a long time i keep my tounge tide as i know this is the best for both of our lives..

just like the bands of a river never meets, we too shall forever be side by side loving each other with all our might but darling remember we can never unite!

i love you my love with all i've got.. but as you say love is just NOT ENOUGH

Confused

how do u chose between ur heart n soul?

how do i love you n let you go?

how do we plan to make this right?

wen we seperate in afew days more!

Pay Back Time

some people really need to stick to what they say!

It hurts

every moment of my life
feels like such a waste
every time i hold on
some thing happens
and that's my fate

i wanna love him
i wanna reach out for him
but my mind is against my heart
when i see him
when i feel him
my heart run all over my mind

tell me how to ignore you
show me how to forget you
teach me how to be like you
let me pretend like i never loved you